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    bbent  30, Female, Virginia, USA - First entry!
28
Jan 2012
12:37 PM CST
   

Tattered & Broken

From the outside looking in, no one ever thinks this could happen to them. They don't even spend another moment to ponder what they could ever do to end up living on the streets or being faced with an eviction notice that leaves them with no�home to go to. Homeless. A word that every child fears but should never have to go through-but when faced with reality and a fucked up hand played by your challenger "Fate", can't deny theirselves to be everything they never believed they would soon be.
�Out of all the chaos and tragedy I have been faced with throughout most of my childhood, I never would have thought all my luck would be turned upside down quicker than a roller coaster going down a hill. Granted things have never been perfect or completely "normal-like"- but it was manageable. It was something I could always deal with as long as I had my family and a roof over my head with a place that I didn't have to hide the troubled soul inside. I could let my spirit roam free in our house knowing what is to be expected of tomorrow. Now, tomorrow is never gaurenteed. There is no plan or sign of anything telling me what to expect for the weeks to come. Tomorrow has lost all hope. No faith of anything good is to be expected of the unknown-especially when the unknown is the reality�being homeless.
�Homeless is what I am now. I have places to go-but are no good for a troubled soul like mine. Places where the vulnerable get trapped by the wicked and are tempted into doing things that are believed to help a given situation-but in�reality only make things worse; even destroy any hope of finding a safe place to piece my brokenness in. Its the fear of making one simple mistake in a already troubled situation that frightens me the most. Failure� or being denied of a safe place is no longer an option I can accept for myself or my family. As petrified as we all are, we all must stand our grounds, strong as a battle scarred soldier; ready for the impact of the unexpected-but we can't show fear. Fear will only break us down even more and that will set us up for failure; something we cannot afford at a time like this. Not now-not ever.

"He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall;�but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint." -Isaiah 40:29-31
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    sheladyanne  38, Female, Philippines - 10 entries
27
Jan 2012
8:59 PM PST
   

Day full of Errors!

Today I got stucked with so many errors at work. I don't know why but I think something is wrong. Maybe with my concentration and motivation at my work or maybe I am just out of myself. I hate days like this, I just can't recover fast everytime I� was faced into such situations. Anyway! I could not spoil my day just because of this. I need to move forward and avoid these mistakes in the coming days.20

Okay let's move on. I was staring at my inbox journal today and I found out that there is less action. I dont know but I could not see any interaction between each and every member. Ive'd read some of the journals and tried to comment on some too. I think I was craving for more actions in here specially that these site is a small one not like blogger or wordpress.

Tomorrow is Sunday! I wont be at the office and I may not update this journal.. Writing will resume by� Monday. Check my blog too..� here's the site http://sheladyanne.wordpress.com� hope you visit my page and read my rants and ramblings in life..

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    thoskel1  65, Male, Ireland - 80 entries
27
Jan 2012
12:09 PM GMT
   

today

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Yukky.That is how I feel.I played back some old tapes in the dictaphone.It is as if nothing has changed.I was indecisive fed up restless back five years as I am today.

I was in Monivea pitch today.Austin and the usual were there and suppose/Gill.

We were mucking about on the pitch.I suppose that I could be at worse things.Mcqualter rang me first thing about draining Corrandoo bog.I went over before tea.It will cost about €400 to level the bank.I suppose that it is worth it in the long run though he is a bit on the dear side.

I spent a lot of time in the car listening to the radio this week.Is that a sign of boredom?

Just can't seem to be able to get my act together.Why?

I love listening to pop songs on youtube.

I bought that little book on Monivea hurlers in 1911 for a tenner.well the money is going to the hospice.It was interesting.

I saw a piece about Lester McNamara on the Athenry news mag.

I remember him going to school.He was a hot tempereda buck.Going around town shoplifting, fighting.
But he seems to have turned out ok
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    djg  70, Male, California, USA - 52 entries
27
Jan 2012
9:18 AM
   

4.5 hours on a flight last night. lower lumber is in a lot of pain.
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    sheladyanne  38, Female, Philippines - 10 entries
26
Jan 2012
8:59 PM PST
   

My First Entry at Inbox Journal!

Hello there Inbox Journal!

Maybe I could start welcoming myself here and maybe somehow introducing more of my self to my readers, if I got any. Please call me Anne, I work at some sales department company here in the Philippines and as of the moment I am writing this one at office. Yeah, let's just say out of boredom and being not so busy at work, I managed to bump in this site. Actually, I'm an avid blogger. I kept a blog at wordpress but unfortunately since I can't access my Blog here at the Office I failed to update it as always. Anyway, I am 24 and a fresh graduate of Bachelor in Science in Information Technology. Im so lucky and worthy that I instantly landed a job even before graduating. I really prayed for it!
Okay guys, I'm single 20�but not yet ready to mingle.. lol! I am actually in long distance love affair or whatsoever you call it. I prefer not to elaborate much of� details about this topic but in the long run, I'm pretty sure that in the long run I'll be able to share it with you all.

Writing, blogging, web developing, reading books, surfing the net, meeting new people, having new friends, keeping some of them for lifetime if possible and if we both have the connection20; is what interest me. I am a type of person who admires simplicity, you know, simple living, simple lifestyle, everything plain and simple.I also love travelling,�I just wanted to be in different places, taking snaps, enjoying each and every scenery, learning about different cultures.... -sigh- If I could just only travel abroad!20�! What else? I believed that I also have the talent of being a good listener, of well, yeah thats right. Most of the times, I do the listening rather than talking. Of course, I won't say and brag about me being good all the time. I also had my bad sides which every human nature I believed has.

I don't know but maybe my love for writing is what brought me here. I think Inbox Journal is a good�online journal�to track things and to write my thoughts. Good thing that it is permitted at our Office. Yehey! I might suggest it to some of my friends as well.

Expect that in the coming days, if still permitted that I'll be sharing my thoughts with you guys, anything and everything that comes in my weird20�and curious mind... I hope that you wont also be bothered if I sometimes popped in to your profile coz that is another thing which catches my interest too..

I can't wait till tomorrow! Bye for now!20


Lovelots,

Anne

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    500cows  68, Male, Colorado, USA - First entry!
25
Jan 2012
11:07 PM EST
   

Got up showered and helped get breakfast.� Robbie had come home late from Denver and needed to be in Hastings for work by 1:00 p.m.�
Drove to St. Francis to take finacial information with Troy Hilt at Western State Bank.� Troy told me he would be able to come out to the ranch the first full week of February.� He will then take our operation to the loan committee.� If approved it will take 30 to 40 days to finish all the filings.
In the mean time we need to go ahead and send finacials to Melannie at Bank West and get a 20 year loan for the 300,000 and obtain an operating line of credit for $100,000.�
Went to the ranch in the afternoon and fed the fall cows.�
I called Jason Foos today and asked to borrow the flat bed for tommorrow morning to haul feed bunks to the ranch from Idalia.
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    Browneyedbomb  67, Female, Texas, USA - 11 entries
25
Jan 2012
4:19 PM
   

It's raining out. This spring will be a great time for you to walk barefoot in the rain. Smile.
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    pussywillow  72, Female, Kentucky, USA - 21 entries
24
Jan 2012
1:03 AM EST
   

I need to get motivated to start walking again. I took a short�yesterday afternoon,�� �It felt so good, wind blowing in my hair, cool air on my face. I really need to do this everyday to get my stamina back after being in the hospital. I need to get my strength back so I can get in the garden this spring. I have to do it! I have to! You can help me diary!! Thanks
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    thoskel1  65, Male, Ireland - 80 entries
23
Jan 2012
9:48 AM GMT
   

Cold

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Went to work as usual.Iwas the first on the scene followed by Mickey and the usual crew.

Kathleen Cannon came about 8.45 .

We erected the goal post which we had taken down before Christmas.I felt strange at first then I settled down a bit.

Vincent rang to say he would come in for a half day.That was a bit peculiar .Why didn't he stay away because he had days made up from last week?He can be a bit of a pain sometimes.
I went to Ryehil at dinner time and threw out a bale.I did not let on to anybody that I was in Mountbellew on Friday.In the end it is nobody's business but my own.

Did the same Monday stuff University challenge,Brain of Britain.Feel tense everytime I come home.I got a feeling that it will soon come to a head

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    thoskel1  65, Male, Ireland - 80 entries
22
Jan 2012
12:09 PM GMT
   

Quiet and reflective

Spent a quiet Sunday at home after cycling to mass.Carmel was out for the dinner as usual.Listened to some history on Newstalk. It was about Sean McBride in the last part. I just feel shitty.Kathleen rang to say we were to go to Monivea in the morning.I heard that Lyons was home from Seattle.If I meet him I don't knoiw what will happen
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